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Out On The Exchange

by Silo's Choice

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Michael Massey
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Michael Massey These are all great, but this one is the most diverse and accessible across a variety of tastes IMHO. I also really like "Paducah" - full of drive. Favorite track: Dove Of Hope.
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1.
Dove Of Hope 04:23
flee on midnight flights to string lights up in the blue wild distance and we stay here and fight: what if the platitudes are true in this one instance? i.e.: you’re the billion-dollar dove and I know nothing about love save, love is blank love’s the snake love is trouble erase our gains – tank our careers now there’s nothing to my name except its letters and love will get us disappeared will get us thrown from planes and nullified forever senators won’t take our calls. they’d just as soon have your back against the wall. so grab your bricks, your burner phones, the ones you love, and hold them close dove of hope lion of peace be with me please you don’t need us but we need you
2.
Collider 04:43
hold me close, the army found a UFO. lost a week to another manic episode. armored cars roll up to embassies my heat kicks on in sympathy algorithms make the plan, sweat over Feynman diagrams Dynamixel hands pressed up against the riot cams my heart air-drums, your lips on mine our mechs dream under halogen lights between lives we live on an island where a machine lies deep underground and an eye blinks out at the night sky: “let us be heard! oh! let us be found!” koi pond on every consulate lawn. Predator-Cs to blow off enemy jaws: they free us to dream of a channel between the night and the day with a monster to make every hard call with our faith in the CIA and it won’t take much to distract me from what I don’t want to see but the MagLev is playing a channel that broadcasts your dreams on a loop as you stare at the screen on the seat-back there’s a rumbling beneath your boots: ICBM coming home from its apogee – an ion beam arrives at its racing speed – the night sky burns like a book of spells and icebergs melt in the sea when I die somewhere off-planet hear me, remember me! we are seen when we pass through the checkpoint we are seen fleeing into the woods I am seen when I tell you I love you I am seen and I am understood I am seen and I am understood hold me close, the army found a UFO we’ve had false alarms but those were a long long time ago: I think this is the real deal.
3.
Conchie 03:09
get married for insurance plans sell your blood to Peter Thiel die with a $20 in each hand and lie buried in a potter’s field what happened to you? you used to be so fucking cool it’s easy when you’re a conchie it’s an easy thing to be the rich drink different water and own entire islands – they are not like us. and before the ocean takes Manhattan they’ll die quietly with diamonds in their eyes when you’re up there at the top every tank is your tank and every cop’s a mall cop it’s easy when you’re a conchie it’s an easy thing to be we’re not wanted in space or out there on the West Coast so Elon Musk can bleed out in the street for all I care he means nothing to me it’s easy when you’re a conchie it’s an easy thing to be
4.
in artificial night you can see right to the truth of it alone in space; trapped in bodies we don’t want and if that’s not you, fuck you, someday it will be til our 820 Sets go through you’ll stay locked in you and me in me and when you make love it’s sold to somebody else spare cycles in your heart power a block of apartments siphon off the afterglow to run your microwave when he’s dressed to go fill out the proper form for Medicaid just 20 more jobs to an upgrade with the wickedness of thieves you squirrel away some little piece of you, untagged, untraced: a memory of snow before the bomb – making an angel on the lawn . . . if you like your hands you will get to keep them bronze has joints! the silver tier has thumbs. Aerogel keeps the worst of the heat off the Cobalt blinks: it’s checking you out . . . thing about these EcoDomes – they warm the air outside. I doubt we’ll even see a farm nothing much grows beneath the 45 think of all the sand in San Diego think of all the moonlight in Vermont these broken roads: where did they go? lovers in the pre-blast: what did they want? you and your Tinder date in the walk-in fridge I think it’s gonna be think this one’s gonna be lucky and with the wickedness of thieves we steal by night into Canada for cheap respirocytes every drop of sweat and every breath is bought – may as well just go full robot, cause we can’t go back we can’t go back jailbroken at the catastrophic tier memories obsolesce and disappear if you want to see some snow just seed a cloud where’s that angel got to now? I don’t know that. I don’t know that.
5.
Big Vegas 03:33
I ate candy from a bag snow blew heavy across the tarmac and I tried to close my eyes til the plane set me down in Paradise I was sweating in my coat I took a picture of a palm tree past the fences, past the strip malls on Paradise Road they say it’s never night on the Strip but it was night ‘cause I was lonely I want to live here: I want to live everywhere there was music on the moon there was moonlight on the flowers in the Bellagio when I turned to go face the morning and the world is tired when you’re tired. the world is broken when you’re broke. ain’t I worn down? don’t I smell like smoke just like all of this you can’t sleep at the station so I tried to stay awake as I waited for my bus the western air on my face this isn’t a myth it’s just a place
6.
we’re out in spectacular duds from the 747 Max Mara covered in mud with the others of our line you’ll be the one that sells them everything but the fortune will be mine one drink for Harlan, one drink for Somerset one for the thermal crunchers silk scarves and the national guard and the best drugs we can find – up in the coal fields we’ve got enemies but Paducah’s on the line where we learned to write in sloping cursive or to read dim fires in the night or bite the hand that feeds launched from catapults toward the 99% guns go off and traffic halts and a mid-day dark descends thing about the future’s that it never ends, you gotta live here all the time. so bring your CEO, bring your parents, bring your friends: Paducah’s on the line
7.
we have missed our fundraising goals for the last time but I’m told to hold out hope so I’m doing that delete the low-performing posts and stand under the microscope with the guy stealing bread in an ethics class I don’t want to be here and I never asked to walk down from some so-and-so in the distant past I don’t want to eat this I don’t like the taste but I’m glad to see it stolen if it was gonna go to waste why not throw a rock at the security cam America’s harvest is suffering and death and mayors that don’t give a damn and all of its secrets are hidden by sweatshirts and hedges ten feet in the air America’s harvest is redlining and disinvestment and cities that don’t want you there why should I give an inch of ground to a neighborhood association? we know just what that’s about so in the cop car I’m explaining – I don’t want to live here I don’t like your trees but since our freedom buys all this I thought I oughta see give me your options give me your land give me your stocks. put them all in my hand. the people you hate are just people in houses do they look familiar to you? the people you hate have the same kind of haircuts that you do so why not strut your stuff as you walk by the motion detector? why not act a little tough? after all, isn’t that what it’s there for?
8.
1884 02:51
might as well cast off your backpack if it gets too heavy to hold might as well crouch down in the tunnels and let their stale dust fill your throat UAV takes the measure of the crowd, kettled in the cold might as well move now as later. what do you need, a lightning bolt? there’ll be no wonders but if the rain soaks your clothes, that’s a sign if the smoke chokes your lungs, that’s a sign if the kids speak in code, that’s a sign if the words burn your tongue, that’s a sign dazzler lasers sitting holstered low hum of an ambient danger you might as well shoot at the ocean. might as well empty the whole chamber. might as well sing to a fever might as well prosecute a cop, like, say, that one – in the tactical vest with the CS grenade ready on the rooftop your legs will tremble and that’s how you’ll know that it’s time if the light hurts your eyes, that’s a sign if the rain soaks your clothes, that’s a sign if the brick burns your hand, that’s a sign let it burn you
9.
Ohio 99 03:21
guess what all the flights were grounded so I came over through the desert just to lie here eating peanuts in the sun all hail the 60-qubit chip everything laid open all at once in plain sight’s the last way to hide: room 12 – Ohio 99 the Atlantic like a friend who you’re just now seeing in their nice suit like, “I didn’t even recognize you!” see the quantum era out with my teeth sharp in my mouth, head down when the blanks sound on the quay, make it look real for the embassy: deploy the blood bags in your coat and flop around on the floor I hop a taxi to the ocean and drink Apollo in the sunset ballooning down beneath the blue do my best to be ignored and I don’t joke about the war.
10.
in Manitoba with a wire in my jaw the clenching cold giving way to the thaw light echoing off the melting snow, I will see that, and I will know in Minnesota we’ll be wasting away shut in all winter with a case of Mt. Gay but when the moon rises high I’ll change my mind it can’t all be perfect all the time it’s not always worth it to survive so why hide? light ‘em up. light ‘em up. in Salt Lake City I’ll stop to unload flee from life to drive these deep desert roads like a penitent in a labyrinth with my 5-disc changer South Carolina may be where it breaks bad shooting lasers at a billboard of the confederate flag headed down to the coast, or what’s left of it you’ll attract some attention it can’t all be perfect all the time it’s not always worth it but I’m undivided I want to be undivided in San Diego with a drink in my palm just me and the sunset and the shattering calm they will bust down the door with ridiculous force nice men just got a couple questions! in Corpus Christi or the outlying ‘burbs NSA van idling out at the curb you will always know when they’re here for you it’s just something on the breeze it can’t all be perfect all the time – it’s not always worth it. but life remains undivided and I’m right here inside it. light ‘em up. light ‘em up. light ‘em up. light ‘em up. light ‘em up. light ‘em up. light ‘em up.
11.
get Prescott on the phone. short the Disney stock – get me 10 Cred worth of Bitcoin then leave me alone. tell the board I’m not around. get me a hotel in Iqaluit and a couple seconds in the qubit cloud I tell myself not to listen to ‘em I say, “kid – don’t listen to ‘em.” but I can’t be cool. I can’t think it through. there’s nothing I can do. and every voice on the wind sings for me to quit this isn’t a labyrinth – it’s a maze and when you see the rat? light ‘em up. here are your fighters – come claim them. the rest of America can’t name them they play high stakes and like hikers in the brace they left no trace but oh what is the point of going on? whose hand is this on the small of my back? whose guns were those who mowed the city down? you better call a presser ‘cause they won’t understand unless you tell ‘em you better call a presser ‘cause they won’t understand unless we tell ‘em that we worked! show ‘em we got hurt. how else could we be worth it? but every song isn’t the last one and every bomb isn’t the big one so don’t try and pull a fast one over on me now it can’t all be perfect every day. nothing feels worth it – it gets so coercive – I guess I’ll see you out on the exchange. maybe the path is clear or maybe we’re trapped in here. where is the hand to press me on? who is the one that calls you home? who is the one that calls you home? who is the one that calls you home?

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This album was recorded in January through March of 2018 AD by Jon Massey in Cincinnati, OH, United States; it was mastered and made to sound good by Matt Ciani in Chicago, IL, United States. These songs are nos. 1-9 and 12-13 out of 52.

A download of this album comes with complete lyrics in PDF form as well as 2 additional songs: "Sugar City" and "Capable" (10-11 out of 52).

Please note that if you paid for one or more of these songs when they originally appeared on bandcamp earlier this year, you don't need to pay for the whole record: you can just have it. Please contact us through this website's email form to receive what you are owed.

Thanks and gratitude is due to friends, family, our donors and our long-time supporters (may they never meet, am I right?), Frankie Dunlop, practitioners of anti-colonial struggle the world over, the guy who runs the cookie shop next door, etc. Special thanks are due to Joe Duran for indispensable advice during the mixing process.

This album (along with a great deal more music) is available free of charge to subscribers of any level at our Patreon: www.patreon.com/siloschoice

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released September 21, 2018

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jon is a normal guy who is a clerk at a normal type of store. he likes new age music and the beach. he has long hair, for now, but that could change, for instance if his hair were to get burned on the stove. that can happen at any time. he plays music.

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